I became a Christian when I was eight. This was the time I first believed I couldn't live without Jesus because my sins set me up to spend eternity in Hell. I knew I couldn't live without Jesus because I wanted to spend eternity with him.
I still don't understand the full Gospel message, but I have faith these thoughts are put in my head because God has something bigger in mind. Though, right now, these thoughts are like a dagger in my side. I fear putting these thoughts aside because I know I will have to walk around with a dagger even more so. Walking makes the dagger go deeper. I must wrestle my way through the muddy water to find an end.
Praise God for these pains in my soul. While this pain spreads in my veins like a disease, I must know the end will be for God's glory.
Pray that I wrestle with boldness but keep a humble heart to hear God's voice. I can't wait to get back to fully understanding the gift of the Gospel God has given me.
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